Welcome back

(Whilst I thank photoblogs.org dearly for their feature on me, it severely screwed with my bandwidth. Thanks to my hosting company being unresponsive losers, it took three weeks to get my site online when all it needed was someone to take some more money off of me (as if I’m not poor enough!)

Welcome back. The last couple of weeks have been, as usual, a testing rollercoaster ride in understanding the self and battling the comings and goings that life throws in my general direction. Brighton Boy had numerous haunting nights without each other (much needed), and then sublimely had some pleasant nights fuelled by our love for Dominos pizza and ice cream. It feels funny that a year ago I was talking to this guy online, and somehow we met at a party and he ended up being my boyfriend of a year and three months. We both have so many insecurities, as is expected in a first [gay] relationship and sometimes we drown in them – or perhaps more accurately, drown each other in them. My faith as to whether we can ever ‘secure’ these issues is unsteady, and at the moment we kind of tumble along. We are both so lost.

Occy and I were talking of inter-railing it around Europe later this year. My favourite destinations would be firstly around Sweden/Finland/Norway and then move down towards Poland and Hungary. The ticket is a lot more expensive than we anticipated but I do have a left-over gift due from my irresponsible, waste-of-space father who is indebted to his wonderful son. Yeah, like that’ll ever happen.

Here’s a few “positive” images that I’ve been working on for this extremely boring project at uni. I’m sure I’ll post more, but not tonight. What do you think?

(And once again, welcome back.)