Aug 15 2004

Development

Category: Generaladmin @ 2:40 pm

Last night I lost my head in sparkles and shooting stars across the morning summer sky. I crawled past the sea with weary feet that barely brought me back to my home. I crushed stones beneath me with my shoes, listening to the endless crashing of nature’s waves with no one but myself to share this with. Every day has become a blurry myriad of inexplicable thoughts and dreams, harpoons of electroshock lovelessness. I have been drunk far too much in an attempt to escape what my mind and heart cradle. On Friday I realised how much I must loathe myself. In one year I have unintentionally developed an eating disorder (I am not even managing to eat one meal a day sometimes), and an alcohol problem.

Saturday - Drunk.
Sunday - Drunk.
Monday - Drunk.
Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday - Overdose.
Thursday night - Drunk.
Friday - Drunk.
Saturday - Drunk.

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8 Responses to “Development”

  1. caitlin says:

    : /

  2. shane says:

    <3 danny.

  3. jen says:

    what happened there danny??…..im worried about you. xx

  4. kandi cook says:

    i used to come to this site often, but after i moved and the computer got replaced, i lost you forever… or so i thought. big fan here. and im glad i somehow found this site again….

  5. shane says:

    oh danny! where is the writing on the new “coming soon” page from? i love it!

  6. shane says:

    i love that shot on the front page, ahhh! make the new site, i’m on the edge of my seat. woah!

  7. leah says:

    i have been reading and viewing your entries for some time now, and i have to say that you are possibly one of the most beautiful people i have never come across in my short lifetime. i hope everything is well for you. cheers

  8. Lanners says:

    Your photos and words inspire me, break me, warm me, and destroy me. You make me want to hug you. You are a beautiful soul, Daniel. Never forget that.