Goodness in 2005

Around this year everyone seems to think about where the year’s gone, as I was also doing at this point last year. So after thinking lots and spending the day picking my brain, here’s the good & bad of 2005..

Good Things That Happened This Year

• January – planning my/Foxxxy’s first birthday party (thanks Jamie!), giant bathtubs at Stonehenge, moving into my new house with great people.
• February – wonderful gifts, my birthday full of trannis/crazies/amazing people, finding solace in my home, receiving perfection in type.
• March – for once enjoying making images for uni. Not such a good month!
• April – Wagamama! Piercing of the arm, the Rachael Yamagata gig, fantastic sunsets on rainy days, learning to trust a friend, the wonderful gift (thanks Occy!) of seeing Alanis Morissette, receiving wonderful postal gifts, petals & pals.
• May – death! (I love death!), feeling so safe & secure with him, beginnings of spring, two & a half year anniversaries, opening my eyes to fetish clubs, blonde mohawks, lonely ladies at night.
• June – more fetish events, loving sucking cock!, unison, taking B. Boy to Germany.
• July – getting my 20D (thanks Catherine!), beautiful girls in bubble wrap, Eva visiting and making me sososo happy! Boys as girls, interesting transexuals.
• August – stunning sunsets, big breasted ladies, Foxxxy in full force at Pride! Incredibly random mansion parties!
• September – watching him sleep (perfection?), lonely sunsets, gender illusions, Mama’s birthday dinner party, pole dancers and strippers at Pussycat club, Eva being the epitome of perfection, being naked, death & graveyards, a Monday of trannis! Realising how amazing it is to live with Camilla & Mia..
• October – shedding skin, observing moments of perfection, Goldfrapp, being a girlboy quite a lot, finding inspiration in still lives.
• November – Girlboys at Wild Fruit, having someone (thanks Liam!) listen to me, many many shoes!, loving every minute of Martha Wainwright, erotica fairs with Eva, being proud of photos of Skin (Skunk Anansie), dangerous ladyboy photos, porcelain girls in hats.
• December – meeting Iain (!!!), great photos, Pussycat christmas parties, seeing sparks with boys & the most amazing sunset of my life…

Bad Things That Happened This Year (doesn’t warrant a ful list)
Another year of self-harming, breakdown of my first ever relationship (and person I trusted and loved), grandpa dying, being homeless for a while, feeling the truth that my father doesn’t care for me, disowning my brother for being a racist, homophobic idiot, having my camera stolen at Pride, getting into more financial distress, having to learn that the people I love do not always love me back as much..